If I never loved you I wouldn't lose myself

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Do you still remember the hot summer of memory?
The noise scattered in the wind has evaporated and the noise has become hoarse.

Fruitless flowers, unfinished concerns
We learn many sayings to cover up the scars that remain untouched

Because I will think of you and I am afraid to face myself
My will is always swallowed by loneliness

Because you will always remind me that the past will never pass
There is a feeling that true love is not mine

Fruitless flowers, unfinished concerns
We learn many sayings to cover up the scars that remain untouched

Because I will think of you and I am afraid to face myself
My will is always swallowed by loneliness

Because you will always remind me that the past will never pass
There is a sense that true love is not mine

If I never loved you I wouldn't lose myself
The thorn of missing pinned my position

Because you always remind me
Even though I get the world, some happiness is not mine

Do you still remember the hot summer of memory?
Who will arrive at the fork where I finally had no choice?
/10 2023